Sunday, 14 August 2011

Possible hiatus

Hi everyone
Nothing is certain but I have a feeling I may not be around very much in the next few days. 
My tribunal is on tuesday morning and I'm absolutely terrified. I don't even have to go myself but it's still so so scary. If I lose it I'm not even sure what to do as I am not well enough to go on JSA. Please wish me luck. 

I'm also not feeling very well at the moment. My doctor and I decided to swap my medication so at the moment I'm slowly lowering the dose of my current medicine so I can try something new when it's out of my system. Being on this lower dose makes me feel very low and exhausted.

There's also a lot of drama going on in a corner of the beauty blogger/indie makeup world that I am connected to. At the moment I just am not up to dealing with it though so I'm not going to go into it. I'm sticking my head in the sand and hope by the time I come up for air it will all have stopped.

If I win my tribunal I'll probably come back to posting pretty quickly in celebratory happiness, but if I lose I will probably be very depressed and might want to take a week or two to cheer up.

I shall spend the time until my return gorging myself on Vegetarian Percy Pigs and watching Judge Judy woo hoo!

19 comments:

  1. I love those Veggie Percy Pigs! Honestly, I feel like you read my mind... Also, wish you luck for the tribunal and an easy transition to new meds xx

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  2. I'm cheering for you Lilian! I'll be so pissed if those people don't approve you. They will be wondering why this random American girl is sending them mean letters. And I hate how much medication messes with you. I took it for the longest time; even 2 years longer than I needed it just because it made me physically ill to not take it. Really though, I credit it with saving my life. At least we have these options that people didn't in the past, so I feel a bit lucky about that. Everything will work out Lilian, it always does. And no matter what, all of us absolutely adore you and will be here for whatever you need.

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  3. Good luck with everything, I hope it all goes well for you and we see you back soon :)xxxx

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  4. People you have never even met think you are lovely and are thinking good thoughts for you. Best wishes to one who is beautiful inside and out.

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  5. AWW! Good luck for the tribunal and the new meds!

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  6. I have my fingers and toes crossed for your tribunal, I really hate how Atos is screwing with so many peoples' lives right now, I really hope you win and have the relatively stress-free time to get better properly xx

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  7. I am sending you 100% good luck vibes :)

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  8. Good luck Lillian! I'm rooting for you xxx

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  9. Best of luck with your tribunal. <3

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  10. *MEGA HUGS* I will send good vibes your way :(

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  11. Hope everything turns out well <3

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  12. Good luck! Hope it goes well for you

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  13. Best of luck! We're ALL rooting for you, and will be here when you get back to writing.

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  14. I'll be thinking of you <3

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  15. Good luck, Lillian! Big hugs!

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  16. Good luck Lillian!! XOXOXO

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  17. Judge Judy FTW. Best of luck Lillian, :)

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